Can I let go and just walk away? The process is done little by little. These songs that express the freedom of letting go of those things that have abused you seem to always speak to my soul. Those songs that explain clearly how it will feel to let go. The methods taken to let go of this that will never be. The melodies from these songs have always put my soul at ease because they understand me completely. They speak the truth clearly but yet in still i can’t adhere to their advice. Someone save me from myself!
For the longest time i was lead to believe that happiness is a drug. An addictive drug. SMH…Happiness is an energy. A powerful and bright energy. When others see it, they want a taste of it. But beware of those that want to use you for it. They want it all. They want to steal that joy, that happiness, that power. And leave you laying wondering what happened. Now don’t get happiness confused with love. Love is too powerful for one soul. It’s better when it’s shared, because there’s always a price to pay for Love.
Alone or not, that feeling that the imaginative mind produces of being in a different place. Because let’s be real, we all know where you want to be and here is not the place.
You know back when we enjoyed life, before Reality showed up to the party. Now it’s fighting monsters and dragons with a toothpick. Now it’s being thrown in the middle of the ocean with only the cushion from your airplane seat to survive. Now when you wake up expecting the sun to shine, it’s hiding behind that one dark cloud that has no desire to leave your presents. Now it’s seeing the light at the end of the tunnel only to realize that it’s a fast train heading your way. Now it’s trying to get the people that believe in you and understand you to be by your side. Shake your head slow because it’s a dream.
With the exception of your children, is there a love in your lifetime that will wait for you on the other side when you die? Is there a love that you will wait for when you’ve already passed over to the other side? Inquiring minds are waiting for the answer.
I’m like an addict coming at you for a little more. There so much at stake, I can’t afford to wait… I’ve never needed anyone like this before! – Shirley Manson (Garbage)
On the road again, in search of anywhere that gives off the vibe that I’m finally home.