Hitching rides to get away from the chaos. But remember it’s just temporary. I don’t stay around for long because I’m a loaner.
That familiar face is hiding behind that wall and keeps peeking it’s head out. It knows it’s been seen. It has no fear. Eventually it will be fed and I will be the one to feed it. It knows my life better than I know my own. The Owner!
That road that becomes so familiar. The road that you can drive backwards without any mirrors or rear window. That road that you’ve explained to so many people about. Then the realization that it’s just you in the end…that you were the problem all along.
I love it when she says…”Have i been wise to shut my eyes and play along?”
Unfortunately this spaceship ride called life set on autopilot doesn’t slowdown. Only if we could take control and become the pilot ourselves!
When you’re absolutely ready to get the world off of your shoulders and motivated to face those demons head up. And you’ve come to the realization that you’re in this alone and you will not hesitate this time. You’ve fallen for their shit before but not this time around!
I’m like an addict coming at you for a little more. There so much at stake, I can’t afford to wait… I’ve never needed anyone like this before! – Shirley Manson (Garbage)