Reasons there is commitment. Simply because of what you do to me.
Can I let go and just walk away? The process is done little by little. These songs that express the freedom of letting go of those things that have abused you seem to always speak to my soul. Those songs that explain clearly how it will feel to let go. The methods taken to let go of this that will never be. The melodies from these songs have always put my soul at ease because they understand me completely. They speak the truth clearly but yet in still i can’t adhere to their advice. Someone save me from myself!
Family and those that i consider friends. We make the world. We make my world. We are brothers and sisters. We are one world.
So my monsters seem to come out to torture me when there’s no one to lend an ear. When there’s no one willing to wear my shoes. When they know that i am in a room without a door nor window to ease my mind into an escape. Mr. Understood, because these cards are not worth playing. I’ve lost too many battles to these monsters just to be told i am the reason that they come. Expectations never par. Hopefullness has only produced disappointments. How can I be nursed back to my feet and be a part of a healthy sunshine that gives me happiness and strength through this happiness that’s soul fulfilling? Because monsters don’t stand a chance against my ideal world.